1. save at least RM50 in my ASB

I think I should save some money in my ASB account. If I don't start now, when? my mother always remind me whether I already put some money in the bank or not. and at the same time asked me

'how much money do you have in the bank?' she smile at me.

I only make myself shut and reply her smile. I don't want to tell her because me myself can't remember how much money I. I promise myself to NOT take out the money from my ASB. till when? till my last wish in this bucket list come true. Apart from this, Adhwa, Ary and I discussed about how to get involve in investment. ASB loans, Public Mutual, and many more. We don't like to join any type of MLM business. because we thought such business is syubhah. And we're not that type of businessman. So we keep avoid our friends who try to promote MLM product to us. we believe in this "the halal money should come from our true effort".
I still remember we talked about our friend who were trying to promote MLM to us.
'He asked me to meet him at Damansara. No way man. I knew he's trying to ask me to join his business' Adhwa seriously don't like it.
'what?' Ary said 'did you see him?'
'nope, i didn't. i said i'm busy. haha'
'gosh! if anyone trying to ask me to join MLM, i'll said NO. i want to get halal money from my own effort.' I reply with a bit emotional.
Speaking of saving some money. I start to eat something cheap and tasty. bread or Roti Nan for lunch. having lunch here in Damansara makes my wallet become thinner and thinner everyday. can you imagine, I spend about RM8-10 per day just breakfast and lunch. but this won't help me much. because i have item no "2. eat at least 3 times per day" on the way. besides, I felt hungry. I managed to spend around RM5 only for 2 days. the next day, I give up. 'Boss, give me Nasi Goreng Kampung' and 'Boss, I want Nasi lemak' and 'maggi goreng!'. (I hope my BMI will increase)
Back to our topic. ASB will close their Account at the end of year. means I'll skip month 12 for saving. and then I'll continue to save in January.

The Beginning

today, I begin to think, and think again and again, that I should do my own bucket list. I read a book that inspired me to begin my own bucket list. I should start now as my life already begin 21 years ago. sigh. I should start even early than this. never mind, yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift, that's why it is called the present. I take this quote from kung fu panda movie. last two nights, I watched this movie. again on HBO. i love the movie. lots of brilliant words. and it's funny too. a few weeks ago, I'd no life. every day I have to finish up my works. I sat on the blue chair, with the laptop on the table. typing all the programming codes. stop. think. resolve the problems. and do the coding again. i got no time for mr. saturday and mr sunday. 

I still remember. 'where do you wanna go?' my mom asked me at 10pm. 'i wanna go to office mom, finish up my works. i won't be back at home tonight, i'll stay in the office'. 'who else in the office?' she was worried about me. I don't understand why she asked me like that. 'everyone' I replied and get off. my office just nearby. 5 minutes from my home. that night I stay awake. no sleep. Ali cafe on my table. it helps! but I guess the coding makes me awake. think so. this moment I begin to think what would it be if the same thing happen in next 2 years. what happen to me? no life. all my dreams will gone. or maybe can not be done since i have no time for all the dreams.

while waiting for the bus to pick me up after work, i was thinking, if I am able to fly like superman, I don't have to wait for the bus. I can fly anytime. and it's super fast too. 'nahhh' it's ridiculous. human can not fly. if they do, how? they don't have booster under their leg. '.... nahhh' impossible. but I wish I can fly. this will not be in my bucket list of course. fly here means free. yeah. free to do all the things I want to do. my dreams. everyone have their own dreams. I have a lot. I write down all the things that i want to do before I die. I'm not sure how many things I should list out. thousand perhaps. tonight I'm making myself comfort on the blue chair. 'Hmm.. Where should I start?'. I am yawning now. I better go to bed and start to dream.and wait for tomorrow.